I hate it when I’m home and can’t sleep at night. I think about all the bad decisions, mistakes, and just overall dumb things I’ve done. I’ve lost track of who I am and I need to find that person again. This past year has been so overwhelming and just hectic. I need to find myself and discover what it’s like to be me, and fully grasp the person I am but I can only do that if I am completely on my own and not tied to anyone. I will be okay, and I have to do what I have to do for myself and not anybody else.